A princess’s journey into life after ever after isn’t happy
Posted in Present Day on Nov 26th, 2008
One thing I know about me: I will give up my own happiness for someone else’s happiness. I know this. I can recognize when I’m doing it. I can’t figure out how to stop myself from doing it though. When I was little my mother would tell me I’m being selfish about whatever. I took [...]
Posted in Present Day on Nov 24th, 2008
It’s my own personal demons I’m not so sure about. As I look at the mess my marriage has become and I think about calling it quits fears jump out at me when I least expect it. I could be enjoying the day then out of nowhere one hits. I start to panic and dwell [...]
Posted in Present Day on Nov 13th, 2008
How did it get this messed up? When I look back on it now, I wonder if I got married for the wrong reasons. Maybe I shouldn’t have forced the issue, maybe I should have let him make the decision on his own. I know I was feeling pressure. 6 months after renewing the romance my father [...]
Posted in Flashback on Nov 13th, 2008
It started off as a high school romance. You know the kind were both the girl and the guy are so new at it at that they fumble their way through all the firsts. First date, First kiss, First love. That was us, for about 6 months. Then we broke up, didn’t talk for 2 years [...]
