Posted in Divorce, Present Day on Jan 21st, 2009
4 words, 13 letters, can have more emotions tied to them than the 3 words and 8 letters we all want ot hear. These 4 words no one wants to hear… or say. But I said them.
I was home sick yesterday. The night before I couldn’t sleep. I felt like my insides were empty and [...]
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Posted in Present Day on Jan 10th, 2009
Sorry for being MIA, the holidays were… well… the holidays. I have a long post half written but so much has happened that it can wait. This is something that came to me the other day when I was talking to another DC blogger. Something she knows, something I know but need to fully embrace [...]
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Posted in Present Day on Dec 8th, 2008
Maybe it’s the holiday, maybe it’s because I hate hurting people, maybe I’m scared to be happy… who knows but right now I am more unsure of myself than I have been in a long time. I know I’m guilty of hiding my feelings to protect him, little by little I have been letting [...]
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Posted in Present Day on Nov 26th, 2008
One thing I know about me: I will give up my own happiness for someone else’s happiness.
I know this. I can recognize when I’m doing it. I can’t figure out how to stop myself from doing it though. When I was little my mother would tell me I’m being selfish about whatever. I took that [...]
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Posted in Present Day on Nov 24th, 2008
It’s my own personal demons I’m not so sure about.
As I look at the mess my marriage has become and I think about calling it quits fears jump out at me when I least expect it. I could be enjoying the day then out of nowhere one hits. I start to panic and dwell on [...]
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