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Category Archive for 'Present Day'

Epilogue

4 words, 13 letters, can have more emotions tied to them than the 3 words and 8 letters we all want ot hear.  These 4 words no one wants to hear… or say.  But I said them.
I was home sick yesterday.  The night before I couldn’t sleep.  I felt like my insides were empty and [...]

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Sorry for being MIA, the holidays were… well… the holidays.  I have a long post half written but so much has happened that it can wait.  This is something that came to me the other day when I was talking to another DC blogger.  Something she knows, something I know but need to fully embrace [...]

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Maybe it’s the holiday, maybe it’s because I hate hurting people, maybe I’m scared to be happy… who knows but right now I am more unsure of myself than I have been in a long time.   I know I’m guilty of hiding my feelings to protect him, little by little I have been letting [...]

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Locked away in my personal dungeon

One thing I know about me:  I will give up my own happiness for someone else’s happiness.
I know this.  I can recognize when I’m doing it.  I can’t figure out how to stop myself from doing it though.  When I was little my mother would tell me I’m being selfish about whatever.  I took that [...]

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Wicked Witches I can handle…

It’s my own personal demons I’m not so sure about.
As I look at the mess my marriage has become and I think about calling it quits fears jump out at me when I least expect it.  I could be enjoying the day then out of nowhere one hits.  I start to panic and dwell on [...]

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