Posted in Uncategorized on Oct 20th, 2009
I’m not dead. I haven’t fallen off the face of earth. I haven’t changed my mind. Ok that’s a bit of what I haven’t been doing, now for what I have been doing: I’ve been moving on with my life. I moved into a loft apartment and out of the house I once thought I [...]
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Posted in Present Day on Nov 26th, 2008
One thing I know about me: I will give up my own happiness for someone else’s happiness. I know this. I can recognize when I’m doing it. I can’t figure out how to stop myself from doing it though. When I was little my mother would tell me I’m being selfish about whatever. I took [...]
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Posted in Present Day on Nov 24th, 2008
It’s my own personal demons I’m not so sure about. As I look at the mess my marriage has become and I think about calling it quits fears jump out at me when I least expect it. I could be enjoying the day then out of nowhere one hits. I start to panic and dwell [...]
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